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Yea, i know. What a dumb name for a journal.
Created on 2005-09-21 07:04:32 (#8347532), last updated 2009-07-03
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| Name: | snerfthewhipple |
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| Birthdate: | 1977-11-03 |
| Location: | Granite Falls, Washington, United States |
| Website: | http://www.myspace.com/ihnen |
"I couldn't find control, and that's what I wanted. So I sang a sweet song and found that they liked it. With this small sample of love, I found I had some control. Then I took my song and found new ways to flaunt it, and then, the crowds started to diminish. So I started to yell, the remaining few listeners cringed. Their eyes all grew wide and this made me smile. And the more that I banished them, the more of them came. The more I called, damning them, the longer they stayed. Then I truly grew sickly, and my longing brought an ache. The more they crowded, the more I really wanted to speak. But I couldn't scream it. The words I wanted to use were meant to be choked. And, at last! I nearly sang vomit. It took so long for my hate to be true. Then I sang in low grumbles and sang to only a few.
"But the one's who then stayed, neither praised nor condemned me. They merely, simply, listened. When I finally had something to say I found that I didn't want to tell the whole world.
"It is hard to love what disregards you, hard to speak to what does not want to listen. I found a repulsion in the ears that I wanted so much to mend; but, they wanted a sweet voice. But I found my true gift was rust. Let me sing to those who will listen and try to remember that large wondering mass who decided I was either too ugly or not ugly enough. I can neither excuse them, nor wish them to understand. They are almost cheap cattle. Almost lost to a too foreign aland. I shall try not to remember you."
-Joshua Thomas Cudinski
"But the one's who then stayed, neither praised nor condemned me. They merely, simply, listened. When I finally had something to say I found that I didn't want to tell the whole world.
"It is hard to love what disregards you, hard to speak to what does not want to listen. I found a repulsion in the ears that I wanted so much to mend; but, they wanted a sweet voice. But I found my true gift was rust. Let me sing to those who will listen and try to remember that large wondering mass who decided I was either too ugly or not ugly enough. I can neither excuse them, nor wish them to understand. They are almost cheap cattle. Almost lost to a too foreign aland. I shall try not to remember you."
-Joshua Thomas Cudinski
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